And I realize that no matter where I am, whether in a little room full of thought, or in this endless universe of stars and mountains, it’s all in my mind.
I will defend my favorite band member faster than myself
when you accidentally start watching a crime show and can’t get yourself to switch the channel because now you wanna know who fucking did it
those fans who can’t admit their idiol has fucked up and makes up stupid reasons to defend them
I wish you were in this room with me right now. I wish I could put my arms around you. I wish I could touch you.
when you over-hear a joke in someone else’s conversation and accidentally laugh out loud
i have no interest in small talk tell me about ur childhood and what ur parents are like and how many siblings u have and if u are afraid of death or if u believe in an afterlife and what ur favorite movie is and if u like romantic comedies or horror movies or action movies and what kind of music u like and why and tell me the bands or artists u loved in middle school but are too ashamed to admit to anyone else
Because sometimes people say things and they mess you up so bad that you feel like your entire body’s actually been hurt, that you’ve been ran over by a tank or put in a wind tunnel and then brutally spat out again. And it hurts more than anything else you’ve ever experienced, because you gave them the power to do that to you.